Friday, November 25, 2011

Bittersweet Blessings

Alot has came about since we started the adoption process in April. We've had our ups, and certainly had our downs.
We had been praying about this as a family for a while, because my mom had 2 miscarriages, and we had always felt like there was suppost to be 5 children in our family (Emery makes 4, which possibly leaves room for another). The paperwork was very stressful, but we continued to persevere and looked to the future. By July, our dossier was completed and sent to China. August 7th, 2011 we received an email from our adoption agency with a photo listing of the special needs children up for adoption. Our eyes went right to Emery, and we felt God tug on our hearts telling us that she was to be our little girl. We sent our LOI from Disney World, and then had started to wait for our LOA. Then in September, our dossier was misplaced, and we had to redo the whole thing in record speed if we still wanted to adopt Emery. Through it all, we remained warriors of God, and stuck with it 3 months from the day our paperwork was lost, our dossier is DONE. It will be sent to China next week, them we start waiting for our LOA. I can't wait to tell E her story when she is older. I pray every night that God would comfort her, and know that she has a family 7000 miles away. It saddens me deeply to know that there is no possible way we can have her home for Christmas. I know I will never get to meet my precious little sisters birthmom. If I could say one thing to her, I would with out a doubt say thank you. I would say thank you for carrying my beloved sister for 9 months. Thank you for allowing us to adopt her, and give an amazing life to my very special little sister.
This song is so special to me. It makes me cry everytime I hear it, as it breaks my heart to know there are 1.47 million orphans in the world. Did you know that if just 7% of Christans adopted, there wouldn't be any orphans in the world?

Third Day- Merry Christmas
There's a little girl trembling on a cold December morn
Crying for momma's arms
At an orphanage just outside a little China town
There the forgotten are

But half a world away I hang the stockings by the fire
And dream about the day when I can finally call you mine

It's Christmas time again but you're not home
Your family is here and yet you're somewhere else alone
And so tonight I pray that God will come and hold you in his arms
And tell you from my heart I wish you Merry Christmas

As I hang the tinsel on the tree and watch the twinkling lights
I'm warmed by the fire's glow
Outside the children tumble in a wonderland of white,
Make angels in the snow

But half a world away you try your best to fight the tears
And hope that heaven's angels come to carry you here

It's Christmas time again but you're not home
Your family is here and yet you're somewhere else alone
And so tonight I pray that God will come and hold you in his arms
And tell you from my heart I wish you Merry Christmas

Christmas is a time to celebrate the holy child
And we celebrate his perfect gift of love
He came to earth to give his life
And prepare a place for us
So we could have a home with him above

It's Christmas time again and now you're home
Your family is here so you will never be alone
So tonight before you go to sleep, I'll hold you in my arms
And I'll tell you from my heart, and I'll you from my heart
I wish you Merry Christmas

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